Monday, December 19, 2022

exhilarating and terrifying

The ride or the journey is only half the story. Then there's the final destination that you had zero expectations about. No expectations is the only way to live! 

There are the unintended feelings that bubble over and remind you it's not over.  It never needs to be over.

We never need to settled in any aspects of our life. 

What are we waiting for?

We can create beauty everywhere we are.  Sometimes it's scary, the journey and often it can be intense and even overwhelming.  

I am not sure why it needs to be like this, but the process should always be embraced whatever we need. WE NEED TO NOT BE STAGNANT. 

It is only when we are faced with the most unanticipated challenges do we grasp our strength to both succeed and survive.  We discover how simple change becomes.

The colors in our life become brighter! 

A perfect mind body transformation simontanouesly.  

Comprehending how anyone can live otherwise is perplexing.

Why don't they see what I see, know what I know?

  
I have a duty to live like I've never lived before.  

Survival plants seeds of light, how they grow is not our choice.  

I have zero judgments. What others think they know about me before I walked a brand new path is irrelevant.

I am not the same. Remember this. It is terrifying and exhilarating all at once.  


My ability to manifest change and be more of what I'm intended to be is daunting.

Be mindful of what you don't know. Those answers will come instantaneously. 

Change will follow......

FREED

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